I'm deeply apologize stepmania peoples and ZIV peoples.

[Antoine_RALIC]

What does PM mean. Sorry not very good at Computer Lingo. ALF
YOSHI IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN MARIO! ^U^

Private Message, Basically you jsut go to MaxX's Name and then on the frame bar click the 'Private Message' Link.

[Antoine_RALIC]

For Chewi,

I'm sorry that I did that to you but you did overstep on people in ZIV, which is why I pretty much hated everyone that had your back for it. Also there were a few times you were just being bitchy. Wiht that being said, I really just wanted to say I forgive you. If you don't fogive me the best thing to do is to not talk to me again, because your own transgressions will bite you on your ***.

For TaroNuke (Goddamit name liking)

I have a double perspective on crediting or not, I would feel bad and did feel bad really bad, but I did do it out of anger and frustration from about a year of BS form everyone on ZIV. Am I still angry now form it, really no I'm not, not anymore anyway, it's just that I felt there are too many *** kissers on there now, or the few like Chewi that did spoil a bunch.

[cinnabunnyummi]

okay, Thanks! ^u^**

[ともえ]

For Chewi,

I'm sorry that I did that to you but you did overstep on people in ZIV, which is why I pretty much hated everyone that had your back for it. Also there were a few times you were just being bitchy. Wiht that being said, I really just wanted to say I forgive you. If you don't fogive me the best thing to do is to not talk to me again, because your own transgressions will bite you on your ***.

[AddictofRhythm]

ZiV is honestly never a good place to get critique; a lot of bias towards their reviews from what I've heard.

Wait a minute. What kind of bias? I just recently got into contests there, and I haven't noticed bias. Heck, the success of my files varies greatly, far from any preference. Your file can and will be reviewed fairly and honestly, from what I can tell.

[cinnabunnyummi]

Oh, Antoine,
No one is perfect at first. It took me one month just to figure out how to create the folder for the stepfile. It's okay, I made one and believe me, I won't play it because it sucks so much, so I did another one, not great, but getting better ALF. Besides, I love playing any stepfile to be honest, it helps me study rhythm for piano.

[Antoine_RALIC]

for AddictofRyhtm

Well basically a Long time ago I was Discussing my files, And all of a sudden I got back to check on my post on ZIV and all of the sudden I broke down and cried on the inside while Iw as wondering why they hated it so much, they said I was doublestepping, it was terrible and such I felt bad.

And also my BF breaking up didn't help as I entered the forum chat room, I was also mad at Chewi because of something he said or showed to me. But also I felt like everyone all there with the exception of Oni, Telperion, TaroNuke, and others basically just didn't care so I wanted to be kicked out the hard way but I regretted it ever since and yes I dissed Allan also which basically made me feel chappy but them made my points go down. And I was mad at myself that I did something just to kick myself out, but honestly, I found out I don't have friends in here and that sucked so now I'm basically on my own. I know cinnabun was nice to me and I consider cinnabunny my friend and MaxX my friend, and other people that actually have my back my friend, ZIV aren't anymore only very few of them are.

[Oni-91]

Next time I'm at the mall I'll bring you back a spine.

Oni xx

Right, I've had a look through the chats round mid 2011 to see what exactly it was that happened. As it turns out, Taro gave you very good constructive criticism there. Nothing imflammatory at all. You chose not to took it and assumed all criticism was bad criticism, and basically tried to tell us all that we're all wrong for not particularly liking them and that it was OUR fault.

And then, two months after, you started stealing entire files (steps, GFX, the works) from us. I should know, you took a couple of mine. We called you out on that and you appeared on chat cussing us out, because, you know, how dare we complain that you steal our hard work and call it your own. You also sent this wonderful PM (censored because I don't know how you people are with swearing on the forums and that):

"F--- you, you all, you all made fun of me, you all did me wrong, you rubbed me the wrong way, and I really don't give a s--- about being here of you I really hate this site, Ii's childish and also I'm p----d and I don't give a s--t. F--k you Chewi and for forget this place it blows worst than bemanistyle.com. F--K ALL YOU B---H AS DDR WANNABES I"M DONE. IM BANNED GOOD< THIS SITE BLOWS A BIG F---ING HARD ON AFTER IT SIT ON IT AND S--T BRICKS. YES BECAUSE HONESTLY YOU ALL PLAY TO MANY GODDAMN FAVORITES THE HSD IS SPREADING TO ME!"

Classy. So yes, that's why you were banned from Z-I-v and had it coming, and if memory serves me correctly, you did exactly the same thing on Bemanistyle. That took me about an hour to sift through chat logs for. An hour I will not get back.

[Antoine_RALIC]

Next time I'm at the mall I'll bring you back a spine.

Oni xx

Right, I've had a look through the chats round mid 2011 to see what exactly it was that happened. As it turns out, Taro gave you very good constructive criticism there. Nothing imflammatory at all. You chose not to took it and assumed all criticism was bad criticism, and basically tried to tell us all that we're all wrong for not particularly liking them and that it was OUR fault.

And then, two months after, you started stealing entire files (steps, GFX, the works) from us. I should know, you took a couple of mine. We called you out on that and you appeared on chat cussing us out, because, you know, how dare we complain that you steal our hard work and call it your own. You also sent this wonderful PM (censored because I don't know how you people are with swearing on the forums and that):

"F--- you, you all, you all made fun of me, you all did me wrong, you rubbed me the wrong way, and I really don't give a s--- about being here of you I really hate this site, Ii's childish and also I'm p----d and I don't give a s--t. F--k you Chewi and for forget this place it blows worst than bemanistyle.com. F--K ALL YOU B---H AS DDR WANNABES I"M DONE. IM BANNED GOOD< THIS SITE BLOWS A BIG F---ING HARD ON AFTER IT SIT ON IT AND S--T BRICKS. YES BECAUSE HONESTLY YOU ALL PLAY TO MANY GODDAMN FAVORITES THE HSD IS SPREADING TO ME!"

Classy. So yes, that's why you were banned from Z-I-v and had it coming, and if memory serves me correctly, you did exactly the same thing on Bemanistyle. That took me about an hour to sift through chat logs for. An hour I will not get back.

As true as that is there are also other reason with it Oni, including the reason why I did it in the first place. I got tired of also hearing things from Taro, like, I should learn form everybody else and also learn to do my files like everyone else and all of your files and Chewi's and everyone else's are better than mine. There is something you have to understand I was learning how to stepfile on my own and to be honest, I was never a professional and now because of what happened those times back and what I've done which I do regret is that is that what it takes, then I'm leaving my stuff underground. I'm sorry and also Oni, I was not trying to be an *** to you, and if I was I was angry NOT AT YOU. I was angry at Chewi's crap. When Taro told me about it, I was kind of not in my right mind. And I understand that I took it the wrong way. And that pretty much is how I got banned. I understand certain things but I was in a flame war with Chewi which leaked.

About the criticizing thing:

Saying things like 'my files are terrible'.

Or 'They blow', that's is not good criticism at all.

If you're going to criticize, ask questions first off.

Secondly, show me.

The only two that did criticized me in a good was YOU ONI and TaoNuke you were being consctructive at the time so I APOLOGIZE if I rubbed you and everyone on there the site the wrong way at the time. I really am, it still gets me today. It's not that I didn't want to confess I did what I did. It's just that I wasn't in my right mind to explain it and honestly, I got tired of the BS and also the crap about I got to be just like ZIV when I make stepfiles.

Also when TaroNuke showed me the part about Doublestepping at the time. I was kind of like doublestepping, WTH is that, That some ITG crap. I don't care about doublestepping, it sounds stupid, and it still does, but now I'm trying not to do that. And it is a struggle, but the permission part, I still think is BS. Don't get em wrong I understand all of your guys hard work and I should appreciate it. Which I do, it's just that I'm old-skoll about it. I'll thank you that I 'used' it by saying this: "I thank Oni 91(c) for the banner and background". That's the only way I will credit form now on. But the point is it that I didn't do that and I know I didn't, and I cussed everyone out because of my ego biting me in the face, and also because I was trying to keep my sanity in check. I was foolish, and I know I was I'm trying to repair what part of my creativity is broken. And I'm going to do it even if it hurts me.

Oni-91, I'm sorry about what I said but that's how I felt. And to be honest, the part of what I said about you not having my back that is not true. You do have my back and I still have yours in my own way. I know I messed up and I paid for it. I just want to make sure there is no animosity from myself or anyone about it now.

The point is that I apologize for what I've done and I don't want to blow-up again. I don't because it got me no where Ig to kicked out, and on the other side I've made some stupis choices. And Oni-91, don't gat mad at me if I said what I said earlier I knwo youw ere being fair. And you do have a spine.

[Antoine_RALIC]

http://antoineralic-smmax.blogspot.c...-personal.html

This is basically my point ofr making it.